Tumblr (3.0; @madallop)http://madallop.tumblr.com/<p>I dive headfirst into unhappiness upon arousal from slumber. Un<span>intentionally grinding myself into ash before the day that has begun. My thought process attacks my inner being and I of course falter at the mercy of the boulders.  I try to keep balance in spit of these things, but I am just a mere child.  When things get difficult, I lose my sense of self, and I lose everything around me.  Anxiety knocks at my door.  I answer because I know it leads to more problems.  I do what I know.  I know what I do.<br/><br/>But I will never know what I want.</span></p>http://madallop.tumblr.com/post/47035999462http://madallop.tumblr.com/post/47035999462Wed, 03 Apr 2013 14:12:30 -0400